The Destruction Of A Person Builds Character
by CtotheGeewood

people just don't understand

03/23/2009

im trying

its not funny when you joke about anorexia.
its not nice to say, "don't go anorexic on me".
its not nice to make me feel bad about myself cause im dieting.
its not nice to walk 10 strides in front of me and pretend im not a part of the group.
its not funny when i go back to my dorm crying and your laughing and you dont realize im upset at all.

its official: i wanna go home.
every time i get close to someone here they do something awful.
victoria & vanessa made me feel like shit today.

im going back to my old ways only because people are upsetting me
& i feel like no one will ever understand what im going through.

love must be as much a light...

as it is a flame.

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[burt|0 likes] [|reply]

they probably don't know how to say how they feel about you dieting so things are coming out in a mean way. i'm sure they do care about you and don't want anything bad happening to you. i don't want anything bad happening to you so that's why i said please don't stop eating food. maybe you can talk to the both of them about it and get a better understanding of how they feel and reassure them you are okay and there is nothing to worry about.

[burt|0 likes] [|reply]

i don't think you're relapsing, and it isn't fair that people make you feel bad about it. i love you. screw them, its your life and you live it. who cares what other people think.

[snarebear|0 likes] [|reply]

if i was there, i'd beat both their asses. you're doing amazingly with going about your weight loss in a healthy manner and they should be as proud of you as i am. i love you =).

[jessn.|0 likes] [|reply]

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