the adorable things you do | 03/03/2009 |
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should i give up or should i keep on chasing pavements
its funny how my first entry on my old diary was about how excited i was to camp in megan's backyard since nick would be there.
its funny how the next year and a half i went on and on, entry after entry, talking about nick. even when i was involved with other men.
its funny how i told him how i felt about him on new years night on his voice mail.
its funny how i told him how megan felt too.
its funny how that was the first time i ever told someone how i felt, first.
its funny how he told me hes loved me since he was 13 but that he couldn't hurt megan whos been his best friend since he was 4 years old.
its funny how much i loved you back then and still do today.
its funny how i left a man who loved me more than anyone else ever had cause you "booped" my nose once in the car and i couldn't get over how cute i thought that was.
its funny how you called me on new years, exactly one year later, to tell me you wanted to see me.
to inform me that we'd be 7 hours apart next year when he went to college.
its funny how we instantly clicked all over again.
its funny how nervous you were when we were just watching step brothers.
its funny how the only two boys who have ever dumped me in my life love me more than any of my other exs that i left.
its funny how they both are in love with me today but i chose nick.
its funny, junior high school, shit.
its funny when you tickle me whenever i tease you about sawyer & juego on lost.
its funny that i asked you who'd you date on lost and you immediately gave me two guy instead of girls so i wouldn't get jealous.
its funny that when i ask you who's hotter Jennifer Anniston or Angelina Jolie and you answer me, "you".
its funny how you said i love you for the first real time after i told you i was saving myself
its funny how i hit a skunk and almost cried and you couldn't stop laughing
its funny how you were on the entirely wrong list on scategories for an entire turn and noticed it with 30 seconds left and could only answer "chores around the house that start w/a 'w'" as "walk the dog" and i had the same exact answer, so you got zero points for that turn.
its funny how i finally beat you on mortal kombat and you took your anger & frustration out by tickling me and i fell off the bed and you jumped on top to continue tickling me.
its funny how i was telling your mother how i've never met a Chandler (from Friends) in real life... how i was going to name my firstborn Chandler strictly for that reason. its funny how you overheard and said "Chandler Williamson" and i went "what makes you think it'll be yours?". and its funny how you chased me around the kitchen to tickle me and your dog tucker chased after you, barking, to protect me.
its funny how i bragged about the sushi i ate at albany and how good i was at using chopsticks and you took me to the most expensive japenese restaurant in town and you totally schooled me at using them as i miserably failed.... even the sushi chef laughed at me
its funny how we went to three movies in a row that were all terrible and all we did was eat tons of popcorn and drink tons of freezies together.
its funny how we brought my mom home some food and asked her to try it and she told us she was too full from the food at richie's party, "i had lettuce AND salad!" and you went, "huh... thats uh... a pretty exotic salad". and that was your first conversation with my mom.
its funny how your mom and dad told me that the 1st few days i leave for albany you sulk around the house like tucker... crying around the kitchen.
its funny how angry you got when they told me that.
its funny how you used to call me jewnose cause you were nervous around me.
its funny how you used to unlock hands with your gf in the 8th grade to try to tickle me in the halls and i never realized you loved me then and there.
its funny how you asked me out several times before but i always thought you were joking.
its funny how i was the first girl you ever bought flowers for and you've had 3 serious relationships: 2 years, 1.5 years, and 11 months.
we've been together less than 2 months...
its funny how much were in love with each other and how easy it is to be.
love must be as much a light...
as it is a flame.
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aww that's so cute =).