I miss him so much right now, everything is so messed up and I don't know how much longer i can hold on. I don't like my life, he's the only thing that matters to me anymore, my dreams are even nightmarish . Why can't i be happy? I don't understand why god doesn't want me too be happy... I don't want any of this anymore I don't understand why my life is this way. I miss him and need him so bad right now. I don't even care about me anymore. poetry doesn't even help now... Maybe I'm beyond helping, maybe i was meant to be miserable. well there i go, complaining again this is a letter he will never read, he'll never know of the pain and misery I'm put through every day. He'll never know that he saved me from myself. No one will take the time to ask me if I'm okay, and i wont have to lie and say that i am... Damn me for not being able to be strong anymore... |
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I'm sorry that you are in so much pain.
