I am totally alone, in a room full of people. The ache in my chest and the sickness in my stomach is almost unbearable. I want to scream and throw punches but I don't want them to know of the pain i have to bear. I listen to them laugh and giggle and hug each other... It makes the pain in my chest grow more and more. The gossiping is insane here. It's disgusting, it's repulsive. I want it all to stop. If you don't like me for me, then I don't care what you want me to be, im me and that's it. |