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Depressed&Alone's Diary
by Depressed&Alone

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Me, Myself, and I...

05/18/2011

I am totally alone, in a room full of people. The ache in my chest and the sickness in my stomach is almost unbearable. I want to scream and throw punches but I don't want them to know of the pain i have to bear. I listen to them laugh and giggle and hug each other... It makes the pain in my chest grow more and more. The gossiping is insane here. It's disgusting, it's repulsive. I want it all to stop. If you don't like me for me, then I don't care what you want me to be, im me and that's it.

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you should have left the room and did something you really enjoyed. fuck 'em all.

[meadowland|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc: thank you lol.. i try but I admit there are days where I have to set my DVR to record my shows that come on at 7pm (CST) and leave my oldest to fend for herself.. and there are acutual weekend days where you can find me screaming for everyone to just STFU and go home already...

*** then dont gossip - if you feel like you have something that needs to be said - scream it out girl! It does no good to you to hold this stuff inside (admittedly I dont know what the stuff is about) but if its eating you up - you are not doing anyone any favors - espec yourself, your heart and sanity - by keeping your mouth shut Dont be afraid of the world and the idiots in it...
I was raised with these two things.. maybe they will help you

_ Stand for something or you will fall for anything _
_ be able to defend what you stand for, or you just become a breeze that no one notices.. if you must sound like wind be a damn tornado.. everyone knows when its coming, where its been and how pissed off it was

[Meghans FollieStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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