The one person I truly care about lately has turned his back on me. My James my dear heart. I was yours and you were mine. You used to say I love you forever and ever babe. Now you say nothing at all. You wont even look at me with those gorgeous blue eyes anymore. Im so tired. So very tired of getting hurt. Maybe its my turn to just...let the pain out through blood. through gashes in my skin. deep, slight, jagged, straight. It feels so euphoric when metal bites deep into my arm |