In this journal, I'm going to write how I was visited and tricked by a demon, and later
became a Christian when I realized God and Satan's presence in the world.
---(pt6)
For the next few days, the demon continued to visit me. It decided to follow me not nocturnally, but during the day. I would sit down at the computer, and feel its warm presence, and it would touch me a few times to show me that it was there. It was like a friend to me.
Then, it would suddenly disappear and leave me alone for periods of time.
I began to yearn for its companionship, although it was silent. Once I was sitting in bed, and it came suddenly. It massaged me, and I enjoyed it. Then, it did something I didn't expect. It took its finger and touched an unspeakable place. However, it seemed to reassure me that it was okay, and continued to run its hands through my hair until I was sleepy. Then, it disappeared as quickly as it came.
One night I decided to sleep by myself, in my own room. (I had been too afraid to.) I lay down in bed, and waited for its presence. It came almost instantly, as if this was what it was waiting for. I saw the outline of a man's shape above me. It cradled my body, hugging me from the back, feeling more real than it had ever felt before. I could almost feel its flesh, if it had any.(it doesn't, demons are made of spirit) It hugged me, and pressed its head behind my head. It was so warm and comforting I relaxed instantly. (This was the beginning of its seduction.)
It did something extremely sexual. It seemed to press against my thigh its member. It thrust itself against my leg slowly and deliberately and I could hear faint breathing. The 'thing' was pulsating with energy. Suddenly it stopped and there was a burst of energy. It stopped and lay still.
That's when it began licking me. It licked my head methodically, like a dog, or a mother lion cleaning its cubs. It was the most amazing feeling I had ever felt. The tongue felt very real, I could almost hear the sound of it brushing against my hair. I would shiver in exquisite ecstasy when it seemed to touch a nerve. With every stroke of its 'tongue' I would tremble. It held me close and felt extremely warm. For about 4 hours it did this. Finally, I fell asleep in its arms.
This was the beginning of a downward spiral...I was hooked.
One thing I've learned about demons and Satan in general is that they are very good at giving you what you want. Someone may want to sell their soul for fame, and some artists, as I've heard, have. This demon gave me intimacy and a form of love, something I've always wanted to experience with a boy, being a teenage girl. But usually what they take from you is much more than what they give.
If you want something from a demon, the price is your soul. All demons work for Satan, and in the end, they want you to die. They want to lead you far away from God, so when you die, your soul is forever damned. It is through this that they gain merit from Satan. |
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