[7:15 am] I never did get that apartment I wrote about in my last entry. That seemed so long ago and yet it feels like yesterday. What was it? One year ago? I ended up getting a decent little apartment. There was a roach problem (still having it) and we got most of them. Occasionally I'll see a roach, but only when I leave out some old food or dirty plates.
I fell in love with a girl...
Her name is Sarah. It went well but she was married. It wasn't like we did anything. She lives five hours away. She's down in Joshua; married to some abusive guy. It was one of those loves where you love them with your all. You feel it... She said that she loved me. Then one day she cuts me off. She asked for my email address to write me when her husband found out. She never wrote me and a week went by. Nothing. I don't know if I was depressed or what, but that one week hurt.
That was three months ago. Maybe four?
I got my cat fixed up. I installed some lowering springs on the front to give her that rake look.
That's about all that's happened. I still don't have a girlfriend and yet someone with herpes can land six dates in a week and sleep with them all and I can't get a girl to have lunch with me. It's like getting punched in the balls. How can people like that get someone and I can't? I'm not even infected and if I had it I'd sure as hell tell them before sleeping with them. If a guy knew she had herpes they wouldn't be sleeping with her.
Who in their right mind goes off and has sex with someone who has herpes?
If a guy told you that he had it would you still slap a condom on his dick and go at it? Fuck no!!
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