I've just gotten this amazing rocketship of a computer from Alienware... Yet I can't help but feel that it's bittersweet at best. We both got one, but the place we are in now basicly makes sure we have to have the computers in seprate rooms.
I once again feel like I am Ignoring my Best friend/Love of My Life/Confidant. That scares me... I know what happened last time I did that. I must be strong in my conviction, Not allow this computer to once again take over my life. I fear that if I repeat my mistakes, she'll repeat hers...
I can't Endure that again... I Mustn't Endure that again...
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