I wake up, same as always... Swear I just dreamed it.
Sometimes I want it to be, the hurt to be imagined. But then I think about the things that I learned because it did.
I realized I wasn't showing my love properly, often enough, or showing proper respect. While I am still a strong belief that it's still ultimately wrong on her side, I know I didn't do everything I could have to kept it from happening.
I'm taking care of that.
Both of us are coming out of this ordeal as better people. |