So today wasn't really a good day. I sat on my couch all day watching the marathon of pretty little liars. I was such an emotional idiot, every little stupid thing was making me cry. I hate these kind of days. I can't wait until my internship starts so I can finally get out of this house. Since my man doesn't have is car any more due to the stupid gasket, there is no way I can see him and Im stuck at home ALONE. I have absolutely nothing to do. O wait next week I got jury duty, yay me.
I can't believe this is what my life as become. Who ever said college is better than high school got it all wrong. I love my memories from high school, I had a lot of fun and I had the best bestfriend ever. When I think about college its easier to remember the bad parts since there were so many more. I know it's partly because I wasn't outrageous enough to go out to parties or meet a ton of new people but why did things suck so much. All it was, was lonely nights that I couldn't stop crying and missing everyone.
Back to what was going on today. All I was thinking about today was that I wish that I had more friends and that I could see my boyfriend. I really hate it when all I do is hang around the house watching tv and eating (not the way to loose weight) waiting for some thing to do. And the worst part is that I haven't left the house for more than an hour since thursday. How pitiful is that??? I really have had a sucky day the last few days. |
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