And then there was me. | 01/20/2009 |
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Its been like the longest 2 weeks ever. I went to Kristins house on Friday and came back from there on Thursday. Which is cool cause shes like my best friend and i love being at her house with her and the kids and everything. Whenever i go over there i always stay there for days at a time anyways, but sometimes i just miss being home. No matter how much i think someone really rocks you tend to feel in the way eating the food and watching the tv and sleeping on the couch for a week straight. Even if i was invited.
So then Thursday i got home and i thought cool im going to get to sleep in my own bed and listen to silence and watch whatever, even sleep if i want. But of course i was wrong. Chris shows up that day and he didnt leave till today. Which today is what monday? So he was here for 5 days. And i love him to death but jees sometimes i just want to be by myself. Ive been surrounded by at least 3 people for the past 2 weeks. He also has a tendency to sleep in my bed which sometimes it doesnt bother me but other times its like omg. Hes like the loudest snorer on the face of the planet!
Anyways i talked to Brent for 2 and a half hours the other day. I finally got around to asking some questions about Erika. Apparently she isnt even funny. Brent said shes kinda uptight. Which scares the piss outta me because me and Brent have been friends for 5 years now and its really important to him that i met her but i just dont get along with people who dont have a sense of humor. Shes gonna hate me and vise versa. I make a lot of jokes all the time and if you dont have a sense of humor then 9 times outta 10 im gonna offend you. And I get annoyed when people get offended lol. It just doesnt work out well.
Brent just frustrates me so much cause its like wtf. He shouldnt even be with her. I asked him if the only reason why he got with her is because they are both in the Marines but he swears that it isnt so i guess we will see how that goes. He so screwed it up. Like ask anyone and theyll tell you that it was supposed to be us. I dont know how it didnt end up like that. We work so well together. And then like we got into this conversation and he was talking about how he had problems with spending his money even though he had enough that he could spend and i was telling him what to do about some stuff, and then he was like see thats why i need a girl, to balance me out. I wanted to scream at him 'then why the fuck arent i that girl' but i just tried to laugh it off. Its so freaking annoying. I cant believe he is with Erika. She doesnt fit him at all, but maybe im just saying that because im all stuck on him.
Oh well, i was gonna write more then what ive wrote but now i dont feel like it. Its 3:19 am and i think im actually going to go to bed...by myself..in my own actual bed. Ahh. Its gonna be great. Well anyways more ranting soon to come. For now theres just a song, kinda conflicted about which to put but none the less theres one down below. Enjoy. Later folks.
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Teardrops On My Guitar
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
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