so... im in a really good mood  everything is startin to look up, i got my nanny money for the state finally starting to get goin..(we have been doin paperwork sence december... such a pain in the ass)
i might finally get a second job at lovers package, im crossin my fingers that that one works out,
and after that... everything fallows (hopefully) car...GED... everything.as long as i keep movin forward
and me and my roomates r getting along which is something that hasnt happened in awhile.
and i got a suprise today! Burk our friend from cali came up and shes gonna be in town for a month! eep!and me and my family are getting along which kicks ass... i hate having to be an asshole to them but sometimes its called for...
the only 2 things that kinda suck are my brother is being completly irrational and a using asshole. i love my brother with all my heart but iv never been more pissed off at him. and he knows he fucked up he hasnt talked to me in a long time. but im worried about him. alot. and i dont know how to help him. but i guess things will show how they will work out with time.
and mikeys moving to oragon  hes happier there so i want him to go... but its gonna be weird not havin my best friend to come over everynow and then.
and finally...i think i might get a chance at this guy i reallyreally like...which makes me all dorky and happy and retarded and such lol but eh i cant help it. hopefully things go well because so far his personality and intrests are perfect for mine...im hangin out with him tonight after my roomates get home, but im kinda freaked out about having the "i like you...alot, where do you stand" talk with him. we shall see if i chicken out tonight.
things are starting and movin forward. hopefully they keep goin and work out this time
imma go clean the kitchen now before cat kills me
hope you feel better lacy!!!!!
peace.
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