getting to know me survery thing..

10/26/2010

10 things I wish I could say to ten different people in my life (don’t use names):

10.I can't feed into your negativity anymore. SHUT UP ALREADY

9. I wish I didn't miss you the way I do.

8.  You're a really shitty friend in a lot of ways .. but at the same time you're amazing

7. You deserve a lot better than what I give you. I try, I really do.. I promise everyday I make an effort.

6. You are not worth the pain you cause.

5. I never thought we would be as close as we are, but I am glad we are, you are pretty dam amazing kid!

4. One day we will have an amazing time together!

3.You have always been my rock!

2. I miss you.. but i will never forgive.

1. You never make me feel anything, but wonderful!

9 things about myself:

9.90% of the time I have no idea what I am doing! Great huh!

8. I was with my sons dad for 5 yrs, he is a horrible boyfriend but a wonderful father. If I had to chose, I am glad he is the father he is!

7. I've been dealing with depression since .. well since i can remember!

6. I didn't graduate high school because i was in a residential at the time.

5. I have more clothes, shoes and jewelry then anyone I know but still never anything to wear!

4. I have never worked longer then six months and I have not worked in over a year.

3. I got breast implants for my 21st birthday, last yr I got staff infection that almost killed me , I lost my implants and also several friends.

2.I'm obsessive about hand lotion and chapstick. 

1. I hate to be alone, altho I go through long periods where I seclude myself lol.

8 ways to win my heart:

8. Sense of humor.

7. Watch my (CORNY) shows with me!

6. Have a brain!

5. Love my son

4. Be adorable

3.Know how to cook

2. Pay attention to the little things I tell you

1. Be ambitious with big dreams and goals.

7 things that cross my mind a lot:

7. My weight!

6.when this or that will happen

5. things about my son..

4. Family/Friends

3. bills/money

2. worries..

1. my future

6 things I do before I fall asleep:

6. brush my teeth

5.check my alarm clock

4. check on my son

3. make sure the door is locked (ten million times)

2. pee (again LOL)

1. toss and turn!

5 people who mean a lot:

5. Tyreke

4. My brother

3. My mom/step dad

2. friends

1. Edwin

4 things you're wearing right now:

4. tank top

3.boy shorts

2. boots (fake uggs lol)

1. socks

3 songs that you listen to often:

1. Dj got us falling in love again

2. Like a G6

3. Fancy Huh

2 things you want to do before you die:

2. Get married

1.Watch my son become everything he can be

1 confession:

1. hhhmmmm, I don't think I could ever be loyal in a relationship... I never have been, and I don't know if I have ever been in love....