[♥]looking for some friends on here

:igh:: i have had this diary for like almost a year now, and never seem to have time to update it, but im starting to feel the urge to now
anybody that reads this, im willin to make friends on here, actually id love it<33 so feel free to comment and i will return it<3
so now the fun begins.....
i just got in from work, i am simply beat from this week, and i still have one more day to go which is a double, and im working in the kitchen so im sure it will go pretty fast. if all goes well i will have almost 70hours on this next paycheck, which is like 10more than usual considering ive been skippin my breaks.
then on monday i have to go to the gyno for that biopsy of my cervixs... i am so not lookin forward to that. hopefully it isnt to painful afterwards, i am supposed to drive down to lesburg so ken can hang out with his son in the afternoon. so iv got along stressful two days ahead of me, the only thing thats really killing me is the biopsy thing...im so afraid of the outcome.
next paycheck, im going to pay for ken to take his drug and alchohal course so he can be one step closer to getting his liscense back...which will mean one more thing to help us in the search for a job for him....
im trying so hard not to spend money when not necessary..but its hard not to splurge a little now and then because i feel like i never get anything outta working fourty hours a week and running around all the time
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