[♥]meow

oh lordy lol
im exhausted, been sick all day, called outta work..i felt like shit and honestly? didnt want to push myself to go to work when im nauseous, had no sleep&had a fever...itd be different to know that i wouldnt have to running around like a chicken with its head cut off, but when i know theres only two cashiers working on mon&tuesdays and then before the second one gets there im there by myself and we are so busy this week...no im sorry id rather not be sick and be fucked over by my job...so i just said eff it and called out. will prob be wrote up cuz i didnt go to the doctors [[dont have tha money to waste]]
im tired of that place. im still at min wage since it went up, ive been there two years, and we cant get a raise till we raise the prices of the menu board. greeaaat nobodys going to want to pay 9bucks for a salad get real.
and we arnt going to do that till the owner see's that we arnt having anymore customer complaints......which we barely have any now so idkwtf hes talking about....im so sick of that place

i hate feelin that im being taken advantage of
but its hard to be mad at the pple i work with, even the managers, because they are all my friends since high school and seriously outside of work, besides my boyfriend [[who i meet threw this place]], i dont hang out with anybody else....
egh.
thanksgiving will be held at my grandmothers, hopefully everything goes okay. i swear if my aunts give me any shit im outta there. mom even said so. :]
kens takin his drug and alchohal course and by monday i swear he will have his license back!!! i pray every night some place calls for a job for him thatd be the greatest christmas gift .... i doubt it'll happen though
i hope my body stops acting weird, my boobs need to stop hurting, and my stomach needs to stop cramping up...and la period needs to come NOW!i know its going to be a hell of a one, all the signs of a kill some period are there >.<