lifes a drag sometimes..
todays been boring. i slept most of it because i was exhausted!! i smoked for like the first time in months last night which left me draggin today
but it was fun just to chill with friends last night. went with kim to the porn shop, but nothin really cool there. it was really small so i didnt buy anything. im wanting to get a new toy, considering im on this kick of rather being alone than having sex.....its weird??? i sitll want to have sex, im still seriously attracted to my boyfriend...but its so much of a hassle it feels like to get it anymore cuz of stupid video games or me just being to tired to care o.O
so i slept till like 330 :] it was nice to be a bum, had a major headach from sleeping so much though...
i went to josh's christmas party...was lovily as usual, his mom did a wonderful job
his new 'girl' was there...well new by his ex they just broke up and are still talking..i personally dont like her after meeting her. eh so many things could be said as to why...shes very man tomboy like and not very...josh looking type...idunno..and me being joshs ex she just seemed to talk weirdly to me. like bragging how 'oh i know so much of cars more than josh does' like yah i saw that car right there when it was just parts in a box, iv been around longer, like 5years longer, and im sure ill be around longer than her..friendwise of course but still....dont act like ur hot shit.
i just wanna see him happy, i know i couldnt make him happy when we were together, and i want him to have the best. not sayin she couldnt but he could do better..1/2 the girls hes been with coulda been better...
mum bought the wii fit for me
i love it<33 i wanna lose weight so bad, im not over weight but i wanna be smaller like when i was back in high school, like 10pounds. nothing drastic...its hard to lose just that consdiering im surrounded by fried food everyday of my life lol
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