...questionable
I have never felt more the same.
I need to recover, I to see a new day.
The ambivalence inside of my being is so stirring, so conflicting.
I am walking dissonance.
I know who I want to be, but that changes as the minutes pass.
I know what I have lost, but I know that I have done my best.
I know that I cannot self-pity myself, I know this is not an excuse.
I
need
out
of
my
head
.
It's not easy, but one day all I wish is for it to be close.