Todays weight: 136
Goal: 130 125 120 115?
Had one or two major binges. They were disgusting. I ate a whole box of pumpkin cookies. I was feeling completely deprived. FATASS. Can't get it through my thick skull I don't deserve to eat normal. I'm so fat. My thighs are massive. I had a vanilla fraccuppino and a cherry oat bar today. I feel disgusting. I had green beans to make up for it but god, that was stupid. No self control. |
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