Smile and wave
It is almost complete and I can't wait! Just a little more time and everything will be okay. I hate part of it but I know it is for the best. If I can just do this one thing, I know everything else good will follow. I just want it to happen sooner. There is too much time between now and then. I just have to remember that no matter what I will be fine. No matter how things go it will always be okay. I am glad that I have that one person who agrees with my decison. The only one who knows what I feel like and who wants that time to come for them as well. Once I hit that time though, I am going to be so thrilled. I'm kind of nervous but at the same time I am really excited. I don't know what my future holds but I can tell you one thing....I'm going to live my life to the fullest no matter what. It is time to just let whatever happens happen and let there be no turning back. It is time to fly, time to believe in myself, time to do everything I've ever wanted. I can't be afraid of what the future holds, I can't try to please anyone but myself with my decisions. I will watch out for myself and those closest to me, but no one else. It is time for me to break out of my shell, time to just smile and wave as the world spins. It is time to LIVE!
::I'm done putting "End of story." This is definitly not the end of my story. This is only the beginning!
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