Okay, so here it goes. I have been making some really bad decisions lately. I have realized that I need to really stop and get my life back on track. However, there is something that I have thought of that is not helping this situation at all. I used to have a huge support group that would help me through everything. Yes, we have had our falling outs and all of that, but no matter what we have always been there for each other. These days, almost all of that group has decided that I am no longer worth it. I am not sure why this is and it puzzles me to a great extent. What could I have done that was so terrible for them to not even say hello in passing? Or to constantly shoot me dirty looks when they see me?
I have no idea what is so bad that I have done. I would really like this question answered. Even if, in the end, they still don't want me in their lives and we can't fix this or whatever way it goes, I feel that I have a right to know.
Saying that, I would like to thank those who have been there for me in the past couple weeks. It means a lot to me.
Other than all of that, not too much has been going on. Just trying to get everything back on track and all that jazz. I have been feeling a little under the weather and I actually still am. I decided, against my better judgement, to march at my old high schools Band-A-Rama Alumni Night (the marching band puts in on). I marched a bass drum with the other alumni and now I see what a bad idea that was. So on that note, I am going to crash.
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