we have everything.
so, i'm moving on saturday!
It really hasn't hit me yet,
and I haven't even put a dent in the packing.
I invited the girls over tomorrow,
so we can have a packing party
& hopefully get most of it done.
I have to take little Jimmy to my grandma's,
I don't trust him not to get into everything at the new place,
either that or he'll run out on the street when the door is open.
& we don't want that to happen.
david & I are good.
he is so sweet to me 
& makes me feel so good about myself.
does anyone ever just not feel,
anything at all?
it's not just with david,
it's my entire life right now.
& I dislike it.
I should be so happy,
but I feel so blank.
maybe it's just being overwhelmed.
with the move,
finding some not so good things out about church
& trying to figure that whole thing out.
I know the media blows things up,
I'm just trying to find the truth for myself.
thank goodness for prayer.
maybe it's withdraw from marijuanna.
to go from smoking it multiple times a day,
to once in a blue moon,
maybe takes its toll on you.
at least, maybe, for the first little while.
I don't know.
I just wish I could feel,
anything.
here's hoping.
xoxoxox
ps. the new young galaxy album,
is fantastic. |
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