No, I'm petrified. We just lay there. Bodies entangled... fully clothed. Nothing sexual not even kissing.
Just laying there. And I feel crazy about her and the feeling was amazing. My heart was pounding to my chest, I'm sure she could hear it.
And I freaked out at the intenseness (is that a word? ) and i said I had to go.
And i left.
And I'm petrified.
My whole world is about to change and I'm not sure I want it to. I CAN'T have these feelings. It's out of the question. It's divorce.
Shit. Shit. What the fuck is wrong with me? |
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