I couldn't see her today. I saw her yesterday, and I miss her already. She misses me too.
Is this how lesbians are? Is it always so intense?
I've never felt this way towards a man, ever. Not even my own husband. There are other issues there too. He's never loved me. So I'm trying to figure out in my head... do I love her because I have never loved, and this is something new? Or am I actually feeling love for the first time because I'm gay and have total chemistry with this woman?
I feel like I'm finally feeling what everyone talks about when they talk about love. And I am so freaking happy. |