today is monday and I woke up at 4am for the 5th day in a row now. funny how things repeate in our life. I read through this and eventhough this is about 7 years old, it is how I feel right now. Except for chanukah and the red sox tickets, my life is not very fun right now.
106. better than yesterday
2-24-04
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face
I guess it all started
last week end, that's when I parted
Friday the 13th, bro was in a car accident
car was totaled, my twin's body, not a dent
he loved that car, it was his first
2002 ford focus, why did it have to be cursed?
Monday morning, my dad went to the IR
thought he was in trouble, attack from his heart
called me up, left a message on the machine
said he was taking mom to a store, why he couldn’t just come clean?
three days he spent each day not sure what to say
kept saying he was fine, said he would be home the next day
my father overly protective of me
he didn’t want me to worry
cant he see I am almost 26
I am his little boy, man why can't I get out of this???!
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face
four graduate classes, what a challenge
gonna get all A's, am I just pretend?
taking internship, and it has a class
finding one, man it is a pain in the ass
child pathology is not going to be hard
project and an exam, hmm if I play my cards
psycho pathology will be a little more difficult
I will make it through, with out a doubt
Procem class is so much fun
have to write this 60page report, that's no pun
independent learning research paper is what it is called
three semesters it runs, spring till the fall.
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
Ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face
a/rod traded to the Yankees
people in Boston want a plead
Aaron Boon, 2 for 2
first a home run, now screwing up his knee, wonder what schilling can do?
Yankee payroll closing in
200 mill, what a sin
big George has the cash
no one can question, no one can ask
another ring, maybe
the red sox, has the team
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face
got a call from a buddy
said he got tickets, was just going to be me and he
road trip, here we come
this will be fun
Baltimore Oriels the home team
sixth different stadium for me, first when I was 11teen
staying at his sister's place
no hotel, money don’t have to waist
emailed me Thursday, want to stop in New York City
Rangers are playing the Yankees
wrote him back, said asap
this is going to be a blast
but do I have to ask...
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face
don’t have a spring break
a few days off, I can make
calling up my twin, give me a date
march20th, I will be at your place
fortmires here we come, four tickets
my twin, and two of his friends, than we jet
gonna see my grandparents, would be nice
getting away from the cold and the ice
spring training I will report
forth year going, man I love this sport
but than why ...
Waking up at 5:30
went to bed at 3, not even thirsty
hey better than yesterday
counting, now it is ten mornings that didn’t go my way
ain’t sure what to do
not sure why hours are so few
22 hours I am awake
man, glad I cant see my face |
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