In the past few days, I have watched two TV series produced in early 2000. Both the topic of them is about crime. The first one happens between bankers and businessman. There is a family where the mother is the president of a bank. She is indulgent to her little son, which indirectly leads to a series of tragedies. In contrast, her bigger son is a policeman and always insist on the right things.The whole story confirmed the old sayings "human beings die in persuit of wealth, and birds die in persuit of food". Finally, they are punished by the law to different extent. The second TV series are made up of about ten short stories, each including two or three episode. It narrates different experiences of migrant workers, who move to the city to make a living. Due to various social factors or personal limitations, they suffer a lot. It makes me think of the truth that all happy families are happy alike, while every family is unhappy in its own way. That is the conclusion for my entertainment life.
Last night, I felt ome of his words are strange and unreasonable. For instance, he said that the game time is his private time, then what about me? When is my private time? Am I just waiting for him to connect me? That's unfair. Interestingly, from yesterday on, I changed his remark on my wechat as English Corner. Since he has been accustomed to chatting with me in English and making video calls between us is affected. I'll understand that though I couldn't. One 'good' point is that under this condition, our relationship won't be discoovered by others if we pretend to be normal chatting partners. LOL. We all know that people's feeling can change from time to time. If it is not yesterday, it will be tomorrow. Girls have been told that male is fickle(善变的) many times. Dependence on men can never be solid. A man's indulgence can be taken off, and a woman's indulgence cannot be taken off. This comes from The Book of Songs. I should warn myself of sticking with myself and think more about what I want. Maybe sometimes I want to live with him in a southern city like Nanjing, Hangzhou or Suchoo. However, do I really like the weather, the food and the people there? That's hard to say. He has friends in those cities, but it is not true for me. The northern cities suit me more, I think. I must choose a better and more appropriate job for my future life. For this issue, I must keep my head. This part is concerned with our relationship.
One last thing is about my study. The supervisor asked me to finished reading the 39th chapter and to write something useful to discuss in the group. I'll start with that this afternoon. Go for it! Work is more important, right?
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