So Thanksgiving sucked. The next day I felt fine. I got up at 3:30 and got ready for shopping. Me and Chris put things on the plastic. We shouldn't have but we did. Went to work. Came home. Woke up for work the next morning and started throwing up again! I had to call-in.  More money lost. Great. I went to work this morning still not feeling super. I had to get stuff done today. I had three essays due and three tests due in my online class by midnight. I got them all done *sighs* That's a big relief, but it's gonna get worse before it gets better. I hafta work tomorrow and Tuesday I had a final, regular test, and homework in chemistry due. Then Thursday I have a paper due. Next week is the rest of my finals. I just wanna scream. I need a break from all this work and school shizz. I know I get one soon but it is not soon enough. I am stressing. I just am in this funk where I just wanna be alone. I can't pay my bills and I am sick of school. I just want to do nothing for a little while. But I can't. Chris' job doesn't pay enough for me to take off. I have all the bills to pay. He pays for gas and groceries but his job just isn't enough. He has tried to get other jobs but they just don't call back. I am just frustrated. I want to buy everyone a great Christmas and I feel bad that me and Chris went Blitz shopping for ourselves; but jeez we never buy things for ourselves. It's like I am getting old and I am not old. I just don't know what to do. Anyway...I am just sounding pathetic so I am finished for now. Nothing really new just stressed and feeling like doody. Yeah, I said doody...what of it? LOL  |
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