 My fiancé has only been away for a day and already I am missing him loads! (even Misty seems to miss him as she wasn’t as bouncy and annoying than usual)… what is it going to be like when he comes back on Sunday – I possible jump on top of him and give him loads of kisses (don’t care if he not a hugging person)…
I feel so guilty about me getting so upset last week with him about porn and the girl who was a friend with benefits – it’s all in the past and he said that he hasn’t thought about doing it with her since he has been with me… now I have been on my own to think about things I really should have been like ok so you fucked your best friend many times but that’s in the past as your happy with me and wouldn’t do that to me!
Maybe I should watch porn to see what’s so good about it that he had a need of watching to see what it’s like (as what he said that was the first time he looked)
Anyway in the evenings I am busy so I am hoping they will distract me a little… meeting my aunt and my two sisters for supper tonight (theme sparkly)… (I guess its kind of like a hen night - so will tell you all about it when I get home!)
Tomorrow night I am going to a beach to watch fireworks with my fiancé’s mother.
Saturday I am working in the morning, tidy in the afternoon and then couple of my friends coming over for DVD with wine/cider/beer and a giggle night!
Sunday possible go to church to listen to my banns being read, and then I don’t know what to do as not sure what time my fiancé and his father is planning to get home…
We went to another beach (not too far to the one I am going to tomorrow) with my fiancé and his parents and that was lovely we went somewhere to eat then sat on the beach and watched some fireworks… my fiancé and his father kept putting stones on me… hmph. But it was a good evening think they are planning to go next year!
Yesterday I decided to have a night in and watch The Deep on Iplayer (BBC series) and it looks good – anyone know if it’s based on a book???
It is 4 weeks and 2 days till the wedding and I am getting sooo excited now, I have now finish the service sheet – mum is going to try and put ribbon it somehow! I tried on my dress and it looks so lovely, she just got to do the hem of it then it’s pretty much done! Then I saw my sisters in their bridesmaid dresses and that almost set me off – they looked soooo pretty!!!
I am at work and my head is killing me - hopefully the glasses will come next week, as I need them!!!
Anyway I guess I better get back to work!!!
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Just kidding. 