It's almost 5 in the morning and I think I should be heading to the gym instead of taking a moment to write a thing or two here. Just way too much shit going through my head to even catch a decent nights rest. My finals for college are coming up here shortly, but that's not the problem as I'm cruising through the courses with A's in both. I'm definitely looking forward to taking on some new courses just for the sake of something new. Work is still pretty much cake with only minor annoyances. Yesterday I severed ties with Sara totally as it was more than time after a nasty conversation kicked off by her. I didn't think much about it until she started apologizing emphatically via text message saying how she's ruined everything good that's ever come her way and never knew what she's said until it's too late. Apparently she's trying to be a better person. I'm just tired of meaningless words. Even that's not what's keeping me up. I think I'm just waiting for whatever that next great step is. I think I'm getting impatient in that regard. Alright so I think I'll try to crash out for another two hours and hit the gym then.
Later... |