What is it with weight grouping together on your middle? It's much easier to lose weight anywhere else in your body, in fact my face and shoulders are the first to lose it when I try to become healthy again.
But my middle?
Hell or high water before any of it would come off my middle, making it near damn impossible to find proper clothes. I'm 12 on top, and 12 on the bottom, but if I don't want to look as though I'm big, and have shirts that will actually reach below my waist (I was blessed with breasts), then I have to go for size 14. And that's normal stores. If I try anywhere 'special' that I become a fat lump and end up size God knows what.
Hence why my sister tells me that I've got no clothes sense. I bury myself in clothes that are bland and don't hug my figure and pretty forgettable. Anything that is really nice always ends up in sizes that make me feel worse and so it's just easier to...well, hide everything.
Maybe one day I'll be able to get over my 'worry' on clothes. It would be nice to be able to go to nice clothes shops and get 'form-fitting' clothes without having to worry that I'm showing too much. It's just going to take me a while as...
But it's not one of the main reasons why I'm losing weight. I refuse to allow my own vanity to get in the way. I'm losing weight because I'll be healthier then. Not because I am paranoid about me in clothes.
Well, I've got quite a bit more weight to lose. I am clinically overweight after finally managing to claw myself out of being obese, but that still isn't healthy. I need to get down to around 125 due to my height. One reason why I hate being so short.
Anyway, this is more just to get an entry out there. I'll probably do one later about how I got chewed out by my manager when I told him that I needed more hours. : rolls eyes :
Kya |
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