Yep, pretty much hasn't stopped snowing since about four in the morning, but I think that's pretty old news now as I've already done my little gripe. (I'm mostly annoyed because I ordered a few things off the internet and there's no package delivery and I really, really want that new Fitness game).
Ok. Enough.
Anyway, I got up pretty late today. Or early. Not exactly sure what it would count as. I have been up since Thursday morning, I think I was up about ten in the morning that day. So, that was from Thursday until Saturday morning, up. I finally went to bed, and slept, this morning at six and then woke up again just before four.
That gives me ten hours over...ah Hell, I can't think straight at the moment. I'm still too sleep deprived (I have to keep going back over this entry and correcting my words and sentences as they just don't make sense and it probably still does have mistakes), and I want to go to bed but...
It's mostly due to the kind of stuff I was watching or reading this morning. I somehow managed to get myself intrigued by the scary Wii games, the horror ones, not the thriller ones, like Fatal Frame (that one doesn't seem as bad as the others according to the descriptions), and Silent Hill. It was that game that placed me into youtube, as I was looking up certain parts. (The best bits seemed to be by a guy called Brad and his friends who had commentary from him and his group of friends). So, when I finally went to bed...
Got the nightmares. I know that the movie was terrifying, I had a real hard time with the nurses and that made me curse my boyfriend quite a bit for taking me to it and promising that it wasn't 'that bad'. I had a lot of sleepness nights.
It's a strange one. Most horror and thriller movies I can handle. Anything with vampires, werewolves and so on and so on, fine. I can take that.
Zombies, and strange nurses with knives... : shudders : Just couldn't take that.
And then of course I had to go and look up the game! Stupid!
So I had two nightmares today. Neither of them made much sense, but I do remember waking up and being extremely scared! I usually have no problem with being home alone (my sister and her boyfriend are in Barcelona as a Christmas present from his parents), but when I have nightmares... I was seconds away from calling my boyfriend and demanding that he come over, no matter what he was doing.
But I held off, and now I can't go back to bed as I keep having flashbacks of what I think was in my nightmares. It's only half past nine, so it is still reasonable for me to still be awake but if I don't go to bed at a decent time, I'm going to have trouble tomorrow, waking up.
I need to start getting my sleeping patterns back as I've been sick for the past week and have been sleeping through most of it. And then I had to go and break it even further by staying up for three days straight.
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
Kya |
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