I am paranoid too sometimes, yo. Like, I often don't believe people when they tell me I'm being paranoid! I think they are just looking through rose-tinted glasses! And sometimes I think I am right, like even now in retrospect, knowing I'm sometimes paranoid, I also know that sometimes people can lie to keep things all nice and rosy on the surface. Like, I think sometimes it really is impossible to know - I don't necessarily think that means you're losing your mind.