That's when I get internet at the new house. Currently borrowing at a friend's, and I imagine I'm going to be doing that more lately. Except, of course, I did a really stupid thing and just nuked my laptop without copying drivers because I was so pissed off with her. So I don't have any drivers. At all.
Including wireless.
I'd like to say I take it for granted normally, but I don't. The internet is my biggest coping mechanism. It's the way I deal with a lot of my difficulties, both in communicating with others and keeping on top of stuff and all sorts. Escapism, distracting myself...
So I'm really struggling, to be honest. The temptation to turn my arms into pretty red ribbons is pretty high. Without phone doesn't help things at all. And I've *no* idea when I'll be getting *that* back.
Generally, unhappy Lentil. |
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IT IS TOTALLY MY ESCAPISM PLACE TOO.