So, Hemen texted (big shock) me and said we needed to talk. Well, no kidding. And he says its not good. I'm guessing he is going to say he wants a divorce. This will occur when he gets home at 11.
I'd like to say I'm upset, I guess maybe a little. Ok, more then a little. But not about the actual divorce part, if that makes any sense. I'm pissed because this is all stemming over me asking him to simply put my CD's back when he is done listening to them.
I ask him to not destroy my shit, and it ends our marriage? Really?
Yea, this makes PERFECT sense!
Not.
I'm not overly upset at the moment about this idea of a pending divorce, because I'm TIRED. I'm just so tired and exhausted. I'm over all the childish bullshit. If he seriously wants a divorce over something so trivial then so be it. Really, I don't need it. I don't need this crap.
I'd be better off alone any way. Just me and Jake. That is all I need. I'll move to Florida like I had planned. I would have been there already if not for Hemen. I stayed here just for him. So, what ever. It is what it is, and I'm not going to keep living in delusion that he will ever grow up. |