but you'll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind. | 11/07/2010 |
look who's updating!
i figured i'd update 'cause i accidentally fell asleep earlier for an hour and now i can't sleep and i'm bored. nothing's been going on with me, really. nothing new, anyway. i qualified for a new ramp on my house and my father insisted that the other one was "too old," so they came and built that in like, two days time. it was free so i can't really complain too much (publicly) but...i kind of hate it. and by kind of, i mean i hate it a lot. it's too huge and takes up the front yard and is too high (i can't see much out the door 'cause the ramp's in the way), but whatever. i grin and bare it - much like the rest of my life.  i got my insurance all switched over so that i can get a new wheel chair. i'm excited about that! my friend rhonda (.java queen.) is having a baby and her baby shower is next saturday (the 13th), so my aunt took me shopping today, to get her and the baby some stuff. i took her registry with me and tried to get at least a little of what was on there. hopefully, she'll like it because i haven't had to buy baby stuff in a long time. i also got some christmas shopping done. i know it's really early for that and i want to smack myself in the face for it, but we were right there and i figured it's better to get it now than to be rushing around last minute, you know? i got TJ and casey's christmas gifts. they were the expensive ones, haha. plus, my aunt talked me into getting a new outfit 'cause we passed these really cute plaid shirts and i liked them but i wasn't going to get it, but she was like "you never really buy anything for yourself, you're allowed to, you know" so i bought that, some really comfy pants, a book to read, some extra christmas lights (for my new huge ramp), and some little things we needed for the house. oh, and i got my dad some gloves because his tore. my aunt started pissing me off though 'cause she asked me what i wanted for christmas and i said i wanted the true blood dvds (i know it's a stupid show, but it's a guilty pleasure). i told her i needed seasons 1 and 2 because she asked me and she goes "you're getting expensive. how 'bout i just loan you mine?" really? dude, she asked me what i wanted and i told her. it's not like i asked her to buy them for me on the spot. and i mean, i realize that i'm not her grandchild, but she spends thousands of dollars on the kids for christmas, and now all the the sudden, forty bucks is expensive? okay. call me selfish, but i'm just saying. even my dad looked at me like "wtf?" when she said it. it hurt my feelings a little - because i don't ask for anything ever, and when she asks me what i want, it's "too expensive." i just let it go though because there was no point in saying anything and making her mad. i'll just ask my brother to get it for me, he will. he gets me anything i ask for at christmas, no matter how much money it is. i spent almost $200 at the store and pretty much wanted to kill myself, haha. i shouldn't have spent that much but like i said, it was mostly the kids christmas stuff that was expensive, so i guess it's okay. i still feel bad though. i always feel guilty when i spend money 'cause i feel like i should hoard it all.
we came home and my father made me some chilli for dinner. i was just going to make soup or something but i think he saw that i was upset by what my aunt said, so he was like "no. i'll make some chilli" 'cause i'd been wanting it for awhile, since i keep seeing it on the wendy's commercials. it was good but he made it really hot (temperature-wise) and i burned the shit out of my tongue, and now i can't taste anything. i didn't eat it all either 'cause he always gives me too much food (and i'm feeling fat lately), but it was good. my period is late and i hope it comes soon. the last thing i need is to have to go to the doctor. i have all the pms symptoms though, so it'll show up i think - it's not like i'm pregnant or anything.
that's about all i have to say. blame rhonda for the long update. 
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hey! true blood is not a dumb show! 
It's awesome! And yeah, your aunt is being ridic. What's up w/ your dad being all nice? It's scaring me lol
Haha I was totally going to say 'maybe you're pregnant' 