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the space that's in between insane and insecure.
by lookiamirish

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03/03/2010

update.
christina asked me to update, so i figured i would.

everything is the same as it always is though, so i don't really have anything exciting to talk about. i haven't been feeling well, really because somehow i became really lactose intolerant but the thing is, i'm a really picky eater when i actually want to eat, and most of what i eat is or at least contains dairy, so as a result of that, my stomach pretty much always hurts. my aunt keeps telling me that i should go to the doctor and get lactose pills but, meh. i'll pass on going to the doctor. it's bad enough that i have to go in a couple weeks so that i can get papers signed for my handicapped sticker. i've cut back a lot on dairy, but when i do eat it, i feel like i'm dying for a little while. to avoid that, i do not eat much(not that i eat a lot to begin with)and that of course, gets people on my case, haha. oh well. my brother is doing well. he just got back from a trip to new york last saturday. he and alex went with some friends. he sent me videos every day while he was gone, it was cute. mostly it was "i'm okay, just letting you know." and he'd film his hot friends or hot girls he was hanging out with and he'd be like "say hi to my sister! she likes chicks." and then i'd be like "please put her in your bag and bring her home to me, thanks." he got home and their was no girl. for my birthday, he didn't know what to get me, so he said he'd pay for us to get matching tattoos, so we're going to do that soon. we're going to get a celtic designed clover with irish flag colors - as he likes irish flag stuff and we're very, very irish. it'll be very cool.

i'm going(hopefully)to LA at the end of the month to see my friend layla and go to a supernatural convention - i'm going to go with some friends. i'm excited to see layla and be in the land of pretty women - i'm going to be like a kid in a candy store. i'm excited for the convention too though. i can't wait to see jared(who just got married. to a girl, btw. like everyone can't tell he's gay. getting married gives him some heterosexual cred, apparently)and jensen. i love those homos. i'm scared the first words out of my mouth are going to be "oh my god, you need to hide the fairy dust a little better or something" when i see them. it would be just like me to do that, what with my serious lack of filter and all.

tori's children are doing well. tj(the oldest)is going to be twelve on the 15th of this month. O.o i feel so old, you know? i'm like, damn stop growing up. my aunt gave me a blackberry for my birthday. i had to switch phone numbers though, i took tori's old number so of course, everyone and their brother calls for her. it's okay though. i heart the blackberry. <3

still in love with adam lambert. below is his performance on jay leno last night. it was amazing, oh my gosh. he blows me away constantly. if you don't know who he is, he's the runnner up from american idol last year. he's completely awesome and he's openly gay, he makes know bones about who he dates and what he likes. and he's completely balls-to-the-wall honest about everything. he has no filter, at all. if you suck, he'll tell you to your face and then shrug, haha. the brother says he's me with a penis, except that i do not glue rhinestones to my eyelids and wear glitter. he's very sexual, too, which is awesome because too many people are afraid of sex on tv or whatever and are too busy clutching their pearls. i saw this marco once that said "adam lambert takes your family show, bends it over, and fucks it in the ass." i laughed so hard, 'cause it's true - and the thing is, he doesn't care. he'll be like "if people don't like it, too bad. if you're offended by what i do, tough shit" and i think it's fabulous. i which more people were like that in america. kate(my friend)and i always say that watching him perform, when he's done, you always feel like you just got laid - you're all twitchy and wired, haha.

anyway, watch the performance. it's amazing. you may pee a little or your panties may melt. he has a habit of making panties/briefs melt.

/end fangirl moment




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Added! Missed you!!
I'm glad to hear that things are going well for you. That stinks about the dairy issue. Though lately, I've been wondering if I've got the same problem. Whenever I eat anything that has it.. my tummy doesnt like me for a couple days
I'm hoping it passes soon.

I think they sell something over the counter for that though.. I cant think of the name of it right now.. but I know there used to be commercials on tv for it! Lol

[ღ.2x's.The.LoveStar|0 likes] [|reply]

you didn't post your intro!
/glares at you.

[loveandpride|0 likes] [|reply]

thanks for updating. I miss u. ♥ I'm glad u are doing ok. Stomach issues are no fun.

[;C;♥|0 likes] [|reply]

Just got to the store and get the lactaid pills!! Theyre over the counter. Thats what Tony has to do! Theres also Lactaid milk, it just tastes like watered down milk. Lol I'm glad your back! You just disappeared!

[sincerely me♥|0 likes] [|reply]

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