To the boy who has my heart...

Dear You,


I am head over heals in love with you. Every single day when you send me a txt message my stomach does that whole Butterfly thing. Haha. You and I have been through a lot starting off as a friends when I met you while you were shopping at my work. My friend came up to me and introduced you to me as her boyfriend, and I couldn't help but blush when you said Hi to me. That was it, I was hooked on you, and I was never going to stop having those feelings for you. Eventually you continued to come in the store without her and you would always come through my check out line. The second that i would see you walk through the door my stomach would flip and I would instantly have a smile glued to my face.


I remember our first date. I was sooo nervous for you to come and get me that it took me 5 hours to get ready. Crazy? I don't think it was, I think it was just a girl who had fallen harder for a boy than she should of. When we got together you were looking for more than what I was willing to offer at the time. When i needed you to be there when my parent's were going through their divorce you walked away the first sign of trouble. You were good at that, walking away when things got hard. But when times were good they were really good.

When you walked, it shattered my world. Not only was I dealing with the divorce but then I had to deal with the fact that you were gone. At that point i felt that there was nothing worse that could happen to me. Well a few weeks after we broken up you called me and wanted to get together and talk. You established that you were looking to be my friend because you didn't want to lose me and that those few weeks that we didn't talk were the longest weeks of your life. Well seeing that I wanted nothing more than to be with you I was just going to deal with the fact that we were friends.


Now that we are talking again. I have completely fallen for you. I have waited for you for almost 2 years and now your in front of me. You say that you have fallen for me...but idk if i can believe you due to the fact that idk if your saying it because you know its what I want to hear or if you really mean it...One day i will know exactly what you want..but by then it may be to late for us. I will wait for you as long as I can because you wouldn't have come back into my life after 2 years of not talking. There has to be something that we are supposed to do, maybe its a second chance..who knows? Only time will tell<3



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