There are some things that never leave your brain. A nightmare. A question you don't know the answer to. A person......
Well Ryan wont leave my brain and its like he built a personal vacation home there. Like I'll be sitting in latin learning the basic stuff like
"Salve!! Meum nomen est Valentina",which is "Hi!! My name is Valentina(My latin name). And out of the blue, He'll come to my mind
His Smile.
His Eyes.
The way he always makes me laugh.
And his long pale blonde hair.
BUT i shouldn't be thinking of him like that; not only is he My best friend but he dates my best friend from middle school. I don't know how they met (since i transferred from out of county.) But they are the cutest couple.
And it bothers me cuz i cant hate her SHES MY BEST FRIEND!
So thoughts like these are forbidden, but why do i think of him soo much?
Confusedly yours,
MusiQ |