I cant wait to get the fuck out of here. Every day seems worse than the last, and I'm just itching to leave all this shit behind me. Every single time my brother treats my mum like a little girl i cant wait to leave her here with him. Then she'll see what shes created and no amount of naiivety can shield her from it anymore. Not when Im gone and she has no one to victimize. Then it'll be a lot harder to pretend my brother is a nice person.
And everytime he threatens to destroy my things, orders me about like some submissive peasant and calls me slag and whore I can't wait to leave his dumb face here in this fetid backwater village.
Then theres my gran, constantly feeding off us like a bloody leech. Shes got piles of money, shes bought a flatscreen just like that and yet she brings her arse down here every five minutes. Shes old and going senile and just her mere presence gets on my nerves. I cant wait to be rid of her face either, always muscling in to our business. Shes a parasite.
And I dunno, maybe distance from tiptree and everything ive ever known will help me to get over my dad. Forget that fucker an all. Can't be bad.
And theres me saying that the only thing I fear is being alone. |
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