Why does no one write their diaries anymore?
Im at college, having waited for this peice of shit scrap metal computer to turn on, and I'm kinda lonely. For once I actually dont want to go to my geogrpahy lesson. Something is wrong with me.
Thinking back to yesterday, how I ballsed things up completely. I know not being in the mood isnt a crime, but gah I feel bad about it especially as Jimmy clearly was raring to go. I feel like a granny. I know its cos I didnt want to get my body out, and doing so completely put me off anything. Its alsmot like right at the start, when I was too afraid to take my top off, but this time its not cos i dont want jimmy to see me, its cos im afraid he will see me and then go off me or be turned off or something.
I dont understand what brought this on.
But anyways I have to go do a lesson, but ill bet a tenner i dont have that no one is turning up. Oh gods me all alone with a teacher that fancies me.
Or thats what helen thinks oioi 
Today is done, now Ive got 40 minutes worth of hanging around, alone, until something interesting happens. This sucks. The party in geology was allright, but I totally ate too much cake and pringles and general rubbishy crap. Feeling rather shit, I complain about my body and then go and do that. Idiotic.
Contemplating going out tonight, not sure where to, but im so not in the mood for revision, im too restless. Might go wander round town for no reason |
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and as for the going off you part pfft, no chance of that im afraid, your still the only one i think about and you know what effect you can have on me