Its all falling through.
I've finally made my decision to stay here, in this place. And suddenly all our plans of finding a house together are falling apart.
No places anywhere want students living in them so thats me out of it, and they only want 'key workers' in them so there goes jimmy too.
We have NO WHERE NEAR enough money to even think about it. Sure we can rent a heap of a place for a couple of weeks, but what about furniture? What about bills? What about getting Jimmy some kind of decent job here.
If he has no job, I cant pay for it all on my own. And he has to have a job here before we can buy the house, and we need a house before he starts working up here . . .?
Can you see the problems here?
Its all starting to look like a lovely day dream that will never really happen. Sure we can sit and think about it while I'm sitting here in some horrible hall thats worth a shitlot less than im paying, and he's sitting 50 miles away in witham. And we can say yeah one day we'll have our own place. But realistically, yeah no. |
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