Epic fail. me and toby went out drinking and i got completely pissed. utterly. it was great laying on the ground looking up at the tree leaves thinking that everything was ok. while at home my brother was punching holes in the walls and throwing his best friend bodilly across the room.
My mum's sitting here pretending it's all ok, discussing how nice dinner was, and will that be on special offer again sometime. and im like . . . yeah . . . maybe
And in town everthing was so simple, drinking and smoking and forgetting EVERYTHING. Then seeing as we were drinking we ran out of cash and wondered where we could rustle up enough money for the next bottle. So toby blagged a fag off some people, then it was my turn to blag some money of a stranger. I got 2 quid my first try by pretending to need a bus fare. then he got about 50p, and then i got another quid, and we were able to get a couple of bottles of lambrini.
it was a giant fake, and it bloody worked.
and now im home sitting here rotting, pretending to be ok with everything when i cant wait to get bk upstairs and neck the next one.
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