Its only just hit me today, how much im going to miss jimmy when i go to uni. im gonna cry for practically days. i was out walking and mum and gran were blathering on about other unimportant stuff, and i was thinking about uni and leavin everyone behind. and i dont really give a toss about the familly, but im going to miss jimmy so stupidly much it hurts allready. if that makes sense.
and in canterbury i wont have the option of just turning up at his house, any day of the week or whenever i feel down or sad or lonely. and i never want to lose him, but being all those miles away it'll feel like i allready have. this is depressing. |