Sad

12/01/2009

I was reading my friends entry, and tbh I think she's a bit obsessed. Shes always going on about how heavy she should be, and how a size 12 is fat. Every entry is full of it, and how she needs to lose 3 kilos in 3 weeks and all this stuff. Makes me feel like, practically obese.
Like I need anything else to make me sad, this whole place makes me sad. Maybe I should lose weight but I dont spend every waking hour thinking about it. More like every other hour >.<
I thought I'd lose weight at uni but i really dont feel any different. And after those halloween pictures im almost certain the opposite has happened.
I feel crap. I only want to look good, and feel good. But it seems I cant do either. Some days I manage to convince myself that I look sexy, but it never lasts long.
I know that hearing the same thing makes people annoyed, I got annoyed at reading that girls entry and now here I am doing the same thing.
But I mean, if shes allready a size 10 or some bollarks, does she really need to lose more weight. Thats really shit. SHe'll be a bag of bones if shes not allready. Me on the other hand, could probably benefit from dropping a few pounds.
Bran flakes and fruit tea here we come again.