So I woke up feeling really queasy and selfish. Poor Jimmy I didnt even realise he might be hungry when he got to mine. God.
And mum kept coming into my room when i was trying to get dressed, trying to nick my lighters and get the drama on last night. She's useless.
Now im at college, feeling extremely fat and blubbery. It looks like I have two small woodland animals hiding under my jumper on both my hips. And theres no one to talk to to make me feel better, and theres only one fag left. And nothing to look forward to except getting home tonight and going to bed, which I cant do because Im going to make myself go out running or biking or SOMETHING.
Life is really sucky right now |