Well, things are looking up on a number of fronts. So, that's always good....
First off, there's a tradition in my family, something my grandmother does (i think it's a Ukranian tradition) where she cuts a loaf of bread, it has a quarter inside, every person has their own slice, and whoever gets teh quarter is supposed to have good luck for the year, i got it last yer and this one as well.\
As omens go, i'll take this one, i'd honestly forgotten i'd gotten it last year, and last year was a damn good one! so this bodes well!!
On another note, to do my financial aid nonsense done this week i took a trip out to campus a couple of days, and both of 'e i ran across that really cute girl i failed to ask out at the end of last term.....so i'm sure i'll see again and the opportunity will present itself, sadly the times i saw her this week were to harried for me to take action (when you're dependent on other people for your ride it's not nice to keep 'em waiting) but, think of it as another boast that i'm going to take action in this matter!!!!
Through some random computer nonsense i stumbled across Jen's old address, so since i'm stuck at home and the odds of me running into her are pretty much zilch at this point i figured i'd send her a letter. I'm happy with it, the right mix of honest earnestness and friendliness but not needy or whiny.
So....we'll see.
Of course knowing how things tend to work for me she's probably moved and i'll get a 'return to sender' but all i can do is give it a shot...
Circumstances have provided me with a solution to the problem of getting to college, so that's good, i'm still going to have to drop some courses because i'll still end up missing the first two weeks of class, it sucks but it is what is.......
As excited as i was the other deay about possibly going to university and studying psychology,i've had some time to think about it, and i find myself myself perhaps a little less enthusisiastic. Well not neccesarily less enthusiastic mostly worried, It's a long-ass educational process, and i'm not a young man so....i dunno.....i felt so sure this was a calling....now i'm worried.....
i guess it's natural to have second thoughts, but if this is what i not only want to do but what i'm *meant* to do,then shouldn't i just *know*??
Still it's a long time, and a crap-ton of debt, and a lot of hard work....but if it's what i'm going to do then i better damn well do it.
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