all hope is gone.
I think about my son everyday and how much I wish he was still with me.
I can never compare any type of pain to losing a child. It is the worst.
I cry often because I can't stop thinking about him and he's all I want.
No one really understands. Especially since I'm young so how are my friends with no kids supposed to get it?
How is anyone WITH a child going to understand? They got to keep theirs.
I feel like I lost apart of myself when he wasn't inside me anymore.
I hadn't even met him yet and I lived for him, I loved him more than anything I've ever loved and he had become my everything.
Now I'm lost. I don't feel like I deserved that tragedy. I don't deserve all the hurt and anger.
But its here and it will stay for a long time.
I'd never wish this kind of hurt on anyone.
I never thought this is how I'd feel at 19 years old, a failure.
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