today cannot go any worse. fuck my life.
so basically the summer break has been well. i'm getting good sleep and hanging out with family a lot.
i forgot last week that i told my recruiter to give me a call today, well he didn't forget and he wanted to set up a meeting this week. so i talked to my mom and she got super pissed. i think she thought i was joking about the corp but today i guess she realized it wasn't such a joke and she is mad at me. my mom has never been mad at me and now she is in the group of those who think i'm nuts.
everyone thinks i'm nuts for loving luke and thinking we will work and now me thinking about the marines makes me more crazy. and i'm trying to look at all my options.
i have to grow up and i don't want to hate my life but i feel like whatever i do i will.
i'm beginning to wonder if i should just be married and see how college goes though i think i might hate college too. i just don't know any more and everyone always asks me what i like to do and i don't have hobbies. i am good at doing what i'm told. that sounds horrible but it's true. so i'm just stuck and have to figure out what i'm supposed to do with my life. ugh.
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