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we've been stars in this town since we were 17
by - mc

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You'd think I'd learn by now..

04/28/2009

GOOD GOD.
Seriously.. I thought I would have given up a long, LONG time ago.
My cousin and I are really close in age.. she's a year older, but acts like a 15 year old. Don't get me wrong, I love to have a good time, but not at the expense of my friends, or family. For as long as I can remember we've always been really close, and then we had a major fight and didn't talk for almost a year.. it was really hard at first, not having my best friend there, but I eventually got over it and moved on. Well, this will be the third time SINCE then.
As soon as she turned 19 it went all down hill from there. Drinking every weekend, and even a couple of week days(she's unemployed and not in school, living with her parents). I was fine with the weekends thing because most times I would join, it just became a ritual. But then something happened, I grew up. Somewhere along the mist I got over drinking, drugs, and partying ALL weekend, every weekend. I just couldn't be bothered. But recently, I turned 19, and still I don't get the big deal. Yeah, sure I can drink legally, buy cigarettes, but I'm really not too fazed by the whole situation.
Anyway, the past couple of months my entire family have noticed how she is. She goes to the bars every weekend, with a new guy buying her drinks, and she even brings a couple home to "have sleepovers in her bed". Disgusting, yes? Even her brother thinks this!(he's a year younger than me)
But anyway, Saturday night was the boiling point. I've finally had it. No one, at any time screams and yells at the top of their lungs IN their own house, when their parents are home, unless of course you ARE 2 years old. I literally stopped drinking and sat in silence as I watched her mix a vex cooler with vodka, and then do shots of someone else's vodka until she couldn't even stand. I'm not sure, but if I were doing that every weekend, I would think that there was something wrong with me. So I called my mom for a ride home and left my brother and cousin there. Exactly ONE hour later, they come barging in the house, saying how fucked up she was. Turns out after they left, she had a big blow out with her parents. If that were me, I would be kicking her out and not letting her back in. But then again, I am not her mother. So the boys continue to tell me, (and my parents, and other cousins) that she was saying how much of a bitch I was for leaving, and that she was going to kick my ass. This to me is hilarious. Usually if we go to parties I'm the one who has to save her by asking, and talking people out of not kicking her ass. She's not very well liked.. Sleeping with peoples boyfriends, or whatever will do that to you.
But anyway, I'm thinking that's enough of my rant. I can't even stand to think about her right now. It will be interesting to see how this weekend will turn out now. (My older cousin is having a girls night).




AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. (that was me taking a huge sigh of relief getting this out. lol)






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