its been more then a day and i havent heard from you. i dont get it. he says your not mad at me but i know there has to be something wrong... or something going on. i dont fucking get it. i really gave up everything to be with him and now hes just being an asshole for no reason. okay so you work ..yes but not until 5 on weekdays so you can fucking text me before then and you can text me before you go into work and when you get off. i just wana know your okay.... so many things rush through my head when i dont hear from you. i understand if your busy but i mean atleast let me know.. i texted you fucking like 5 times and you havent answered me once. this is bullshit. i just punched a wall and my hand is shaking. im so angry, im so upset. i wanna talk to you, i wanna know your here for me. i miss you. i miss my mom. i miss my friends. i miss my life. you were supposed to help me get through this and lately you havent been... i dont wanna leave you. maybe i should ..no. i cant do that. i'll never do that again. i need you. i cant fucking be without you anymore. |
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